Bizarre World

hmmm… again.. i am trying to persuade someone that i do not know but have the responsibility of letting her know what is going on:-P i do not like the feeling of i do not know.. but i cannot avoid the word i do not know… since i am not god and obviously there are always things that i don’t know:P i have this overweight auntie came for a check up… so problem with ultrasound is… sometimes we just get lousy image out of the patients:P so me and my supervisor saw something unusual and since the clearity of image is poor, we suggested her to do another scan which will give us a better view of what is going on, the whole process is painless and she doesn’t even need to pay:P

But no… this aunty….. has her own thinking… she said she doesn’t have time… we can already seen an unusual structure sticking out from a normal structure.. suggesting something might go wrong here.. and hello… this is for her own health… and how can this people say.. i do not have time for my heatlh.. the first thing that come to my mind.. i was like… my goodness… what is wrong with these people… i can understand if the whole process migth need a lot of money or have to go through a damn painful process but noooooooooooo….whyyyyyyyyyyy??????

i don’t think i can make them see what i see…and obviously.. i do not see what they see:P

Finally, i had stop my procrastination and start my first post of blog.. phew…. and i thought blogging is easy:P Had started my course for more than 2 months now.. time goes by so soon… learnt a lot of new things during this period, met a lot great people… =) 

I heard a friend’s dog has to leave them for better… that makes me think of my beloved Bobby, he was my companion since i was a kid. Everyday i came back from school, he will greet me at the gate and i would straight away throw away my bag and help him to clear away thicks from his body…hahahaha such fun.. then i would spent the whole afternoon squatting in the car porch and look for thicks for him all over his body.. since then , i had become a thick expert…wahahahaha.. i always talk to him… not that i do not have people to talk to … but when i look at him and tell him something.. he seemed to understand what i am telling him… just the eyes that were telling me that he understands… i had such a great time with him … but the good old days always seep past you when you least expect it to happened… he was a very fierce boy… and he got poisoned.. by some evil, ill-hearted so-called human being:P i still can remember the last night he was at the porch… his eyes were full of tears… he can’t eat, can’t drink…. just lying down… he cried…. i am heart broken to saw him in such state… even now… whenever i think of him… he couldn’t forget his face… his expression… from such a strong boy… to a weak baby… how could these people treat him like that.. i cursed the person who did this to him… i cursed him or her to be bitten by thousands of dogs when he or she is dead!!!!!!!!  untill today , i can’t stop my tears by thinking of the reason he died.

we put him to sleep… i wasn’t there, i was in school… my dad dug a big hole to burried him…. the place we burried him had turned to houses…. they built new houses on that place… in my heart i told him… i hope he can be a better person… so that he can protect himself in next life…

The sweetest thing to have a dog is that you have an extra member in your family… they will be there for you no matter what because you will be their everything… the saddest thing….. the moment they leave you…

dear friends, please go to http://www.spca.org.my help the animals..